Sleep is close, but thought's keep rushing..

My favourite place right now is sleep..

A place where i can never go wrong, my dreams can be frighting and dam right strange.

i speak out loud at times calling "gypsies" beacuse i am random.

It does take me time to fall down into my dreams, but when i meet them it's when i am face first in my pillow.

I can at times wake up panting or crying, but that's when i am troubled

I never get the true dream i have always wanted, but there is always time for it to come.

At times when i am sleeping, i imagine my self lying on my bed as still as ever in a garden.

but not as pretty as this one.

I wish to keep on dreaming for as long as i live!

Because it's simply the one time you can let your brain take over

and you don't have to listen to those evil voice over and over.

My dreams will come true, even if they consist of me becoming a animorph with my brother

and going to school in a flying chair, but i hope some might not, especially the one where i was eaten by a shark.....

I will never stop.......

"sweet dreams"

.................CZ..................

"I run fingers through my hair, gold sparkles every where"

Cool change

Our days are slower, when it get's colder..

there goes the sun light, it shall set and not bring us it's warmth for much longer.

now we must sit out and let others soak up the sun!

We must turn pale and keep each other warm for months on end..

But don't we all love winter?

Especialy when it's a great excuse to have hot chocolate.

and become tubbby...

hah

 

.........CZ...........

 

"ROCK MY DOCS!!"

Blogging is slow but hey its nice- this is for Catherine Treloar ;D

Portsy!

I am back after a long walk on the beach!

lately i have been trying to "take a holiday from myself" - sienfeld
The past 5 days i have spent my time in a lovely place called Port Fairy!

I did try to catch some waves, but unfrotunetley the surf wasnt that great so we just layed on the board.

 

"i dreamed to find some starfish, so i dug deep to find a forest full"

Having this once and a blue moon holiday out of the rushing bushing city, are great because they bring u back

to earth after a some what hectic year???

somthing like this video shows how much it brought me back to being a kid hahah

watch the spin it reminds me of elaine from sienfeld!

.......CZ......

"Capture those moments with a flash"

indie or hindie.

what do you call those moments that make you feel lovely inside, and when, just for a second, you feel like you could fly.  you make me feel this sense of happiness, of freedom, that i thought i had lost, you make me feel joyful again. but sometimes i just wish that i wasn't falling for you.  

today was one of those days when i realised something; i've grown up.

 not in the amazing 'now i can drive a motorbike' way

  not even in the 'i drink behind my parents back, how rebellious of me' way.

 it was in a 'im not insecure anymore' way. and it feels kind of nice. 

please, love someone who gives you butterflies.